Curiosity.

Am I officially bi-curious or am I just a thrill-seeker?

Shall we rewind?

I got my hair chopped off yesterday; about six inches of hair is gone now. After that I go to Milania with my mom and buy two tops and a cargo skirt. We go home and I get ready to spend the night at Laurel Thompson's house with Jackie Calapristi.

Bob starts nagging me about watering the flowers, changing my major, getting my clothes out of the washer, shit like that. My mom stands up for me though and tells him that yes, indeed I did water the flowers. I go to work to check the schedule and turns out I don't work until Sunday. Looks like I won't be visiting my dad anytime soon. I get to bus on Monday though, woot! I see Mike Ryan, Gabe, Rosie, and Krista. I haven't worked in a week. I miss my Bonefish family so much.

Off to Laurel's! I have minor difficulty finding her house, but I soon find the magnificent structure. Laurel has the most artistic and beautiful house I've ever seen. It's so modern and awesome. I play with her cat, Midnight, and her amazing dog, Ame. I love that dog, she reminds me of Baron.

We go into her room and I talk talk talk while she listens. Just catching up on life and whatnot. She and I talked about how she and Mitch have been discussing marriage. They're not going to jump into it because Laurel wants to wait until she's sure and has a career to fall back on. But, he's changing her mind because she used to be so against it.

Jackie calls. We know our night would change when she says, "...should I bring the vodka?" And Laurel and I have the same response: "Ooooh, yeah!"

Jackie comes over. We talk and joke around. 9:45 rolls around so we decide that it is time for a Castle adventure. We don't end up leaving until 11:15. Why so long? Because Laurel and Jackie spent an hour trying to figure out which vibrators they wanted to buy. Jackie wanted to buy the one that Laurel originally wanted, and Laurel easily gave it up for a different, slender purple one. Honestly? They look like smooth pens. But no... I'm the one who has the creepy, blue, veiny penis one. Ugh. It's still at Rachel's though. It just creeps me out...

Oh, and Kyle, when I drunk-texted you "one cock is bigger," I was referring to Laurel's vibrator being bigger than Jackie's because they were comparing them. Haha. Didn't you enjoy our silly conversation?

Laurel and I each buy a condom called "Kimono." Just because it's called that, actually. We thought it was pretty awesome. I know I've got my vow, but I guess it's always good to be prepared. And I bought it just because I could. We were thankful that the Castle clerks were decently attractive, young men. Because that's waaay better than disgusting fat with mustaches. They were very professional.

We hit up Jack in the Box. I have to eat before I drink or else I'll get sick. When we return to Laurel's, we sneak downstairs to steal a bottle of wine and three beers - Heineken, Corona, and Henry Weinhard. Our sauvignon blanc does not taste good. So we ditch that. But we down the beers, as disgusting as they are. And the vodka was not frozen so it was especially harsh. But I threw down about six shots of it anyways. I got drunk faster than the others because they took their time.

Laurel goes back downstairs and brings back a bottle of margarita mix and a 1/3 full bottle of tequila. Pour a little tequila, add a lot of mix. And we didn't have ice either. All of our drinks were warm. Not yummy. At one point I decided to do a shot of tequila. Bad. Idea. My salivary glands went into overdrive and I felt like my body was preparing to throw up, but I didn't need to. My body just really doesn't like tequila I guess.

Then Laurel finally catches up to Jackie and I. We have a lot of girl talk and Jackie brings up how she's never kissed a girl. So, Laurel and Jackie kiss. Then Jackie and I do.

I don't recall how much time passed before we got even more drunk and silly. We decided that kissing girls is fun!! And hot. So... we do it again. But, for some reason, someone decided that we should just all make out. So we did. Laurel and Jackie first, then me and Jackie, then me and Laurel. This happened multiple times. I think I made out with Jackie three times, and Laurel twice. But no, I mean this was hot. Like, holy shit. Tongue and everything. Groping commenced too. We just like our big boobs so we kept feeling each other up.

As Jamie Foxx said, "blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol."

There was one point when I was aking out with Jackie that Laurel starting kissing my arm. I think she wanted in on the action. It was fun.

But do you know what this means? This means that I have kissed more girls than male romantic interests. Three girls. Two boys. (Well, there's Alec, Daniel, and Kui too, but they're not romantic interests so they don't really count.)

Oy. So does this make me bi-curious? Or do I just really like to have a good time?

I think it's the latter. :)

We crash eventually after more girl talk. Jackie hogs the bed and Laurel starts blabbing in her sleep. It's adorable. I can't sleep on the ground so I roll around and play with Midnight.

Morning approaches and I sign Laurel's yearbook. We bid Jackie adieu. Then I pack up my stuff, help Laurel clean up, and head on out. Laurel and I have a long hug. "Wish You Were Here" comes on my Zune, so I turn it up and drive around neighborhoods slowly until the song ends. Yeah, I drove slowly for once! I was just letting my soul sink into the song and enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful landscaping.

It was a good night. :) Definitely one of the best endings to one of the best summers that I could've imagined.

And should I really be Nel Tu for Halloween? I'm not sure.